Loveyoursmile

111 questions

2011-12-14T20:48:00.001+08:00

1: Are you ready for 111 questions? Sort of
2: Was your last relationship a mistake? Haven been in a relationship before
3: Do you miss your last relationship? Haven been in a relationship before
4: Who did you last say "iloveyou" to? Can't remember
5: Do you regret it? Regret what???
6: Have you ever been depressed? Yup
7: Are you a boy or girl? Girl
8: Are you insecure? Nope
9: What is your relationship status? Single and not available
10: How do you want to die? Die in a peaceful way.
11: What did you last eat? Sweets
12: Have you played any sports? You mean last play is it?? If it is than its archery
13: Do you bite your nails? No but last time I do bite my nails
14: When was your last physical fight? I dun fight, I'm goodgirl97^^
15: Do you have an attitude? Yes, everyone have an attitude think that I have really bad attitude lots of people told me before
16: Do you like someone? Yes I like someone, that's you
17: What is your real name? Cheryl
18: Have you ever read a book? Of course
19: Are you gonna get high later? No nothing to be high about
20: Do you hate anyone at the moment? No one I'm a friendly person^^
21: Do you miss someone? Yes I'm missing you like crazy
22: Twirl or cut your spaghetti? Twirl
23: Do you tan a lot? Nope dun like tan prefer lighter skin colour
24: Have any pets? Yes I have two dogs
25: How exactly are you feeling? Normal
26: Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? Yes
27: Ever been checked out? No
28: Would you take any of your exes back? Haven been in a relationship before
29: Are you scared of millipedes? Yes fucking scared
30: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes to tell myself not to be so stupid
31: Do you regret anything from your past? Yes I regret not studying hard
32: What are your plans for this weekend? Play till I drop
33: Do you want to have kids? Maybe
34: Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? Haven been in a relationship before how kiss someone
35: Do you type fast? No
36: Do you have piercings? No scared of the pain
37: Want anymore? What thing want more???
38: Can you spell well? Nope sucks in spelling
39: Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes
40: What are you craving right now? New arrow, good result and better next year
41: Ever been to a bonfire party? No
42: Ever been kissed? No
43: Have you ever been on a horse? Nope
44: Kissed someone in a pick up truck? Nope
45: Have you ever broken someones heart? Maybe
46: Have you ever been cheated on? No
47: Have you ever made a friend cry? No
48: Are you thinking of someone right now? Yes
49: Would you live with someone without marrying them? No
50: What should you be doing? Nothing
51: Whats irritating you right now? The feeling of missing you
52: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Yes you're the one that taught me that loving someone can cost you so much hurt
53: Does somebody love you? Yes my family!!
54: What is your favorite color? Pink, purple and red
55: Have you ever changed clothes in a car? Yes use to changed in the car when I'm younger
56: Milk chocolate or white chocolate? Both
57: Do you have trust issues? Sort of have
58: Best friends name? Regina, Silun, Elena, Tian Tian, Jayce
59: 2nd best friends name? Wei Juan, Chang Ting, Xin Yan, Hui Yi
60: 3rd best friends name? Someone who is close to me but not as close as my 2nd best friend list
61: Longest relationship? Haven been in a relationship before
62: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about youu? Haven been in a relationship before
63: Who was the last person you cried in front of? Can't remeber who saw but I'm sure Regina saw it cos I will crying in class in the morning and not much people there.
64: Do you give out second chances too easily? Yes I trends to give people second chance easily
65: Is it easier to forgive or forget? It easier to forgive than forget
66: Is this year the best year of your life? No
67: What was your childhood nickname? Gui, Xue Rou Gui, Gui Xue Er cause of my last name
68: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? No
69: Favorite food? Everything
70: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yes
71: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Thinking of you
72: Did you have dream last night? Yes dream that we're together
73: What is bothering you? Your image
74: Have you ever been out of state? Yes
75: Do you play the wii? I dun have one
76: Are you listening to music right now? Yes listening to my blog music
77: Do you like chinese food? Yes
78: Who are you texting right now? No one
79: Are you afraid of the dark? Not really
80: Is cheating ever okay? Nope
81: Are you mean? No I'm super duper friendly^^
82: Can you keep white shoes clean? Yes one month and when it get dirty I'm lazy to wash
83: What year has been your best? 2010 which is last year cause I meet you
84: Do you believe in true God? Yes
85: Favorite weather? Windy
86: Do you like the snow? Yes but sad to say Singapore no snow
87: Does it snow a lot where you live? No if it snow the sun will raise from the opposite lor
88: Do you like the outside? No too hot
89: Are you currently bored? Yes
90: Do you wanna get married? Maybe
91: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? No you will not know how many times he/she called others the same
92: Are you hungry? No just ate
93: Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? No
94: What makes you happy? Seeing you
95: Would you change your name? No I like my name
96: Ever been to Alaska? No
97: Ever been to Hawaii? No
98: Do you watch the news? No it boring
99: What's your zodiac sign? Rat
100: Do you like subway? Yes but its too noise
101: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Haven been in a relationship before
102: Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Continue to be friend and tell him that he will find someone better and they both love each other. If I like him too than I can't see why we can't be together
103: Do you talk like your friends? No
104: Why did you decide to do this quiz? To kill me boredom
105: Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? Yes cause I dunno what to say if I saw that person

106: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? Yes
107: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Wee Kian
108: Do you feel good? Yes
109: Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Regain
110: Favorite lyrics right now? Lyrics of my current blog song ( truly madly deeply )
111: Can you count to one million? No and I'm not that crazy counting to hundred can be hard for me le

2011-11-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hello^^ I know I haven been updating my blog for a super long time. Okay lets start with last month, I got good news okay my result is not bad leh. Some more I'm the first 16th in class happy lor. I think if I really go take the exam sure a lot fail one. Heng sia the result not bad before I see the result, I'm like praying not to fail english and maths. If you read my last post, I was like saying the result sure bad one but now the result okay la. Had training for holiday but I didn't go for once. I have manage to finish half of my holiday hw, you couldn't believe right. I'm the kind that will do last minute work or even copy or find short cut wan lor. I, myself also cannot believe that I will do my hw and worst I finish half. Think that day some wrong really happen to me. Recently, I just spent all my time on youtube or some other wed site where I can watch Korean drama or variety show. I totally fall in love with mblaq and infinite. Ya help me vote for them at mama.mnet.com and imusicfes.com. The first one is in english and you just need to create a account but the second one is in Japanese. Will stop here and thanks for those who help. Bye Bye

2011-10-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hi back to blogging :) Today fun overall sleep for whole lesson . Exam over le still got some teacher want teach. Fucking hate the maths teacher, exam over should let us relax what. Fuck my life max now I can't even contact everyone phone line kena cut. Dunno when dad going to pay. I dun need take exam by right I should feel happy but teacher say going take my past exam marks and all that past marks sucks. I was going to study hard for this end of year exam de lor so I can choose the class I like next year. Hais now dun even need to think of choosing le lor. Four more days I'm going to be free from school haha. Lastly, seriously hope dad faster pay the bill. Bye bye.

2011-10-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps I'm back to blog. Had chicken pox the past few weeks and now I'm fine. I'm still on mc till 20 oct and the happiest thing is that 28 oct will be the start of my holiday. Can't wait till that day come and I'm free from school for 2 month+. Think I wouldn't be taking exam lor. Left a few days only some more tmr maybe will go through. It 1.37am and I can't sleep so decide to blog. During this few weeks staying at home, I find that I really dun like to wake up in the morning and go to school. I really dun have the feeling to go school anymore. Really wanting to quit school so badly now. Hais if the world really ends at 2012 than I have wasted 14 years of my life studying. Adults always say that study now and you can live a better life next time. Why can't studying be more interesting? bye all will end here, nights.

2011-10-02T15:37:00.000+08:00

Had English paper 1&2 on 30 Sept. Paper was not that hard but still scared will fail. Almost cried when writing compo, I write about the topic loss. I write that my grandpa leave us and I regret not treasuring you. Yesterday revise the whole topic of science. From 2+ till night 8+ tried max lor. After revising my whole brain was full of sci and pain like fuck. Will start revising the rest tmr. Have you notice I change my blog background and some others? Will find time to update again bb.

2011-09-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hi, wouldn't be able to update my blog as exam is coming. Will update when I have the time or after exam.

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

2011-09-12T14:51:00.002+08:00

My aunt is not in Singapore but she's in United State.

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

2011-09-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

The person I miss the most is the same old you. The feeling I had for you came back on the teachers' day celebration. I was hoping that I will see you coming back but you didn't even appear. Really dunno why I have this feelings for you since I have already forgotten you. Dunno why on that day you suddenly appear in my mind and I was thinking and hoping to see you throughout the whole celebration. I seriously hate this feeling.

rotting

2011-09-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

Whole day at home rotting. 10am wake up than eat breakfast le than play maple till 2pm. Eat lunch le than play audi till now. Sian max lor dunno want go out not. My holiday is super boring than school days hais. Haven even touch my schoolbag since last day of school. My actual plan for this holiday is to do revision for my weaker subject. I even plan how long and what I want to revision and now I didn't go as my plan. Not the first time I didn't go as what I plan. Dunno why once I open the book I feel so sleepy. Okay la will stop here since I got nothing more to type. Bye bye will continue with my maple.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

2011-09-01T15:01:00.000+08:00

I drifted away from all my primary school friend who were close to me. Now even if we see each other we wouldn't be like how we used to be in primary school anymore. We used to tell each other all our problems and we would all help to solve but now, I dun think this will happen anymore.

2011-09-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

From Twitter.
NEVER believe in 3 people : Sagittarius, Aries, Pisces. They are the most selfish and mean.
NEVER lose 3 people : Taurus, Cancer, Capricorn. They are the most sincere and true lovers.
NEVER leave 3 people : Virgo, Libra, Scorpio. They can keep secrets, friendship , and they can see your tears.
NEVER reject 3 people : Leo, Gemini, Aquarius .They are true, honest friends.
I'm Aquarius, what about you? ♥

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

2011-08-31T14:43:00.000+08:00

Dear Z,

I really hope that you will forgive me for what I have done to you. I really dun mean to but if I dun do so you will be hurt more. I know you will think that I am finding excuse but its true. I dun want to lie to you and myself so I rather you give up now than later you get more hurt than before. There's like tons of girls who are really much many better than me out there for you to find. So really hope you can carry on with life and hope you could find your girl soon. I dunno if you are willing to still be friends with me not but I respect your decision. Lastly, I'm really really sorry about it and I hope that you can forgive me.

With Love,

Cheryl

Fear

2011-08-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

I always have the fear of doing things that will make me regret for life. I always wanted to tell you how I feel but I'm soooo scared that once I say it out and our friendship is over. I know that recently, you have heard rumors that were something like I like you all this things. I know you have some sort of notice long ago or already knew that I have feeling for you but you didn't do anything about it. Whenever, I saw you online I always wanted to start a chat with you and tell you that I have a crush on you. However I dun really have the courage to do so. I remember once you asked me who I like and I wanted to tell you that I like you, in the end I typed I'm forgetting that person soon. I also remember that you asked me if I like you not and my answer is no. I really dunno why I lied and say no maybe I'm afraid that once you know and when we meet we will both feel awkward or what so ever. The next thing I know, you're in a relationship with someone else. People told me how you all started. Once I knew how you all started, a lot of things came in to me mind. Maybe if I told you that I like you when you asked now I maybe the one that you are in a relationship with. Ya maybe.... I have been thinking a lot on this question but up to today I still dun have the answer.

TILL NOW I STILL HAVE SOME FEELINGS FOR YOU....

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

2011-08-29T14:41:00.000+08:00

For this I will write on the person I hated the most.

Dear _(you know who you are)_,

I know that you have been say bad things about me behind my back. Let me warn you first, say whatever shit you want but you make sure you dun let me hear it. If not you are sure going to die. All you know is to step one yi ge and talk big. You only know how to act cute and chio please la get a mirror and look into it first. Say people humji dog dunno who is the one who is humji dog la hor. Tell you la those people who like your "like this if you think I'm cute" states is either look at your picture only or pathetic you. You only know how to bad mouth people behind their back only lor if you really so wuji bad mouth in front of them la. Seriously la hor you better change and stop teaching the ones who are good to be like you la. You not in school a lot people dun like you?

Your Hater,

Cheryl

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

2011-08-25T15:22:00.000+08:00

I will not say anythings is not because dun have but I want to keep it in my heart forever.

2011-08-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

Hi all. Sorry for not updating recently was having exam. Had finish my exam le did not bad all pass but no science.

Not sure if you all can see not. If going to compare with last semester I drop a lot but is still better than failing lor. Today's morning assembly OM go up the stage at first I though we all sure going to die but heng he didn't say anything. Yesterday cca end at about 4+. First the teacher saw me and one junior running across the car park opposite the school. Than she stop and see, when I turn around than I saw lor and we all faster go. Total there were 8 people la 4 of them were my friends and the rest were junior. Second, the junior they all found bamboo stick and start playing and throwing and catching each others. Than they were playing at the car park and its like so loud lor even the 4th floor auntie come out to see. The auntie they all were like looking at us, worst is that there the aunties damn like complain de lor. We try to stop them la and they all did stop but is like super long than they all stop. So we all were like scared the aunties go complain. But heng lor dun have. Today after school went to buy something and going down the stair that time I fell down its like fucking pain lor but heng sia second time dun have fell if not I sure cry liao la.

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

2011-08-15T15:32:00.000+08:00

Dear __________(wouldn't say who you are),

Can we be friends back? I really miss the time when we were best friend. Can we have a heart to heart talk and make all the misunderstanding clear? I really dun believe that 3 years for friendship can just end in one day. I really hope that we can be like last time.

With Love,

Cheryl

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

2011-08-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

Someone I wish I could meet? erm maybe yan ya lun. He's so cute and hot. OMG so excited now ahahahh. Always wanted to see him when he and fei lun hai came to singapore but every time it's like on school day and I need go school. Recently, he did came to singapore for his solo album la but during that time if I'm not wrong is about 7+. Worst is that my archery training usually end at about 6.30 and by the time I pack up and reach there, sure end de lor. Like seriously why can't he come on weekend.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

2011-08-11T15:25:00.000+08:00

I dun really have a favorite internet friend but I would like to have one.

2011-08-09T19:37:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went to bugis and had MOF for lunch than take bus to Chinatown.

This what I brought.

Yesterday walk until my leg sibei pain the worst is that yesterday kumpua hot inside bus also sweating. Dunno why sia nowadays singapore damn hot.

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

2011-08-09T19:32:00.003+08:00

Dear Ex-Crush

If you remember I mention you in my past few post about my crush. I have totally forget you and now you've just a senior to me. I want to let you know that I will never ever like you again. You cause me a lot of hurt and most of the night before I sleep, I always think of you but when I think of you liking another girl and later stead with her. It all make my cry without me knowing. This happen a lot of time, I always end up crying myself to sleep. From now on this will not happen again.

With Love,

Cheryl

Day 6 — A stranger

2011-08-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

Dear Stranger,

Who ever you are stop being a stranger, its be friend okay? I'm super friendly de (I like damn bhb lor say ownself friendly). Some of my friend have decide to become a stranger and act like they dunno me. Like seriously 1-2years of friendship like that gone le. Friendship not easy to find de, especially True friendship. Okay la since they decide to treat me like stranger than I will also treat them the same. No point what if I treat them like friends than they treat me like stranger. If you want to be friend with me than add my facebook (when you add pls tell me if your a reader from my blog ty) ba but I not every single day will go in the la I super lazy de.

With Love,

Cheryl

Tired max

2011-08-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

Today had national day celebration, like tired only lor. The fancy drill is like last year de but is like better than noting. The most tired one is the walk about around the school area but also fun la cos we like tease one of my friend lor. The most funny is the part where one of the upper sec go up stage dance some more that boy joker lai de lor. Like finally can play audi le one or two months no play le. If you notice I didn't post a letter of day3 and 4 is because for personal reason if you wan know can ask me at my formspring.

Day 5 — Your dreams

2011-08-08T14:56:00.001+08:00

What's my dream? Ya, I want to shoot well and get a medal for next year inter-school. I think this is more like target lor. Like seriously lor I still to sure what's my dream la but I damn like to day dream de lor. But all the things I day dream about die die also wouldn't come true de la.

Day 2 — Your Crush

2011-08-06T18:37:00.001+08:00

Dear Crush,

I have been liking you since last year. I know you but you dunno me. I really wish that I have the courage to tell you that I like you but now, I have alrdy decide to forget you.

However, no matter how hard I try a little of you will still stay. Whenever I see you, no matter how bad my day is, you will still have the power to brighten it up.

With love,

Cheryl

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

2011-08-05T21:31:00.001+08:00

Dear Best Friends,

(I didn't write any name here doesn't mean your not my best friend if you think you are than you are)

Thank you for staying by my side and hearing what I say when I'm down. Without all of you I may not have change for the better.

Some of you leave and some of you stay. I know that sometime I can be very annoying and I get angry easily. Whenever I'm in trouble or what you will help me no matter what. There's a lot more I want to say to you but I think I will keep the rest deep in my heart forever. Lastly thank you all of you for every single things you do for me.

With love,

Cheryl

2011-08-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I will be writing a letter everyday since I dunno wat to update about. Starting from now.

I just cannot forget you totally

2011-08-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, I'm back to blogging. Sibei long le since my last update. So many things happen but almost all is bad de :( Seriously I dunno who I can trust anymore and I dun really believe in what you all say anymore. Why can't you tell me the truth? I rather you tell me the truth than lying to me. When I know that you lie to me, I will not trust you anymore. Even if I act like normal,even if I forgive you,I will not forget what you did to me. I fucking hate ppl that lie. Nothing in my life is happy. I can't take it anymore. I may be smiling all the time but there's a fake smile. I may be laughing all the time but no one will know that I fell like crying inside. It's been so long since I last see myself smiling and laughing without hiding feeling in my heart. I dun wan others to worry about me so I have been doing this since beginning of the year. If I die than everything can be solve, I'm willing to die. If I die everyone and everything can go back to how it should be than I'm willing. Since I dun really want to stay in this world anymore. All the bad things have alrdy happen and I can't take it anymore.

Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness.

2011-07-11T16:42:00.000+08:00

放弃你,不是放弃爱你;痛苦的不是过去,而是记忆......
回首过往的点滴,这段感情就象一个沙漏,哪怕自己投入的再多,
付出的再多,那沙子还是会一点点的流走,到最后握在手里的只是一缕清风
只有深爱的人才会让你笑得最甜,却也让你痛得最真!
回忆固然伤感亦美好.不如把这点唯一的美好,放在心底收藏至永远
人生每天都在遭遇着历练,梦想每天都在现实中蹉跎.....
我倍感孤独,只有夜空下的影子才懂得自己的心!想你是一种痛,隐隐的痛!不常来,却仍深!
曾经以为随着时间的流逝,爱会如那昙花般的消逝,可是,我仍会在某个不经意的时候,清风般掠过心头,如刀割般的清楚,想你,从不知疲惫,却极痛!
不觉中已渗入血液,撕心裂肺,过了这么久,终于从梦中醒来.....懂得舍得,舍得,有舍才有得,懂得了真正的幸福是放下!
曾经我不幸福,是因为我还未放下,沉浸在痛苦之中……
如今我学会了遗忘,明白只有放下,我才会幸福.....
我更明白自己要的是什么,真实的关怀,平淡的生活，温馨的日子……
再见了,我爱的人!有些注定要失去,有些缘份注定没有结局.....
爱一个人不一定拥,拥有一个人就要懂得珍惜......我真的承受不起,只因为爱的太深,当城市都变得不再自然,我唯一能做的就是把手放开,我开始相信人生最大的幸福就是放下!
祝福你,我爱的人,只要你过得比我好.....但无论怎样都做不到放弃爱你

Sorry ar if you dun understand Chinese you can like go Google translate. But I try le la, is like somehow like not really the same in Chinese. And I try to like edit some myself la but I edit until, I dun understand.

I dun wan to be your number one but I wan to be your ONLY ONE

2011-07-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today don't really go out. For the whole week I didn't go to cca once, pon 3 training straight next training sure tio scold de haha. Friday is the best day of this week cos those bitch tio scold. Seriously dunno why this year my class so many dogs and bitch. All only know how to step yi ge and act chio and act cute like wft lor. Some more the worst in the whole "gang" is that fucker. Only know how to talk big in front of her "gang" some more still wan say ppl humji dog. Pls la is who humji? In front of jinting they all you like dog like that, some more still act like you mute. At there diam diam and like wan cry le. Than walk to the staircase there ka they all jiaowei. Still say until so loud and went they all go there you and your "gang" all diam diam dun dare say anything. Pls la you know now the whole class is starting to hate you and your "gang" . You all only know how to bully those who are weaker than you.

2011-07-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

Today lesson as usual, school end at 3. Bought sushi again, bought it so that I can have the jelly. Actually is like waste of money lor. Today had fucking lot of hw. Sian sia every single day will sure have hw. Damn tried of sch, faster holiday come. Tmr have archery, lets prey it will not rain. Seriously I dunno why ppl post so long and my post like damn short lor. Dunno got ppl reading my blog not.

2011-07-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday training was damn tried, now I become more black le. My left arm have the arm-guard mark and now more obvious. And my both foot got the shoe mark, fuck sia. Shoot two round and had iko, after that we had team shoot than our team loss so we have to do area cleaning. Reach home at about 6-7pm after bath, went to sleep at 9pm+ . Tried until dun feel like going to school today. But overall was fun. Today lesson was boring fall a sleep during 2nd period of science. After school went to ite to buy sticky but we damn suey. When we reach the shop a ready close, so walk around the ite and we found where the swimming pool is. And saw ppl shooting there but it doesn't look like they are from ite. Okay will end here bb.

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's suprising how often they head in your direction.

2011-06-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

Like finally can wear red,yellow and pink etc. clothe. When to lot one today to watch Mr Popper's Penguins.

Damn cute sia the penguins.

Was funny and at the back was a little touching,its about family love sot of. Like spent the with your love one and dun regret after you loss that thing. Treasure your time with your love ones and even animal have feelings cos they will know who treat them well and like family

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away.

2011-06-15T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today had archery, my score improve!! Damn happy you know, from 88 to 150 hor. Last week, all my shot was damn low hor and the highest shot is 5 or 6 only. Today most of my shot hit the borad and dun really miss as much as last week. After shootting one round, it started to rain, so go to the canteen. And coach started to say some things about the inter-school. Next monday no training, happy max so I dun need to pon, going to uss. But last day of training have some event like the inter-school.

2011-06-14T14:49:00.003+08:00

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your
fault. You made me miss you too much!

2011-06-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

This will be a short post as I'm heading out later. Maybe going to put some pic that I taken. Finally finish 2 of my maths hw still got a lot to go. Now than I know, Idk how to do this kind of qus(eg. 13y-2x =3, 2y+3=5). My maths really suck.

2011-06-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

One month plus le, from the day I say I wan to forget you. Hais now still haven really forget you but I really try very hard le. Anyone have any method I'm really going to hard you no natter wat. Staying home is so boring should I go out with them?

2011-06-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

I think I just do the rest.

Day10 -Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hurt and mad
Alot

Day 11 -What you hate.
Insect no matter it will fly or not. And betrayer the most.

Day 12 -How you always spend time with your love ones.
Not much time as my parents both work till very late.

Day 13 -A letter to someone who has hurt you
The letter will going to those who have back-stab me you all really hurt me alot as I trust you all.

Day 14 -What you like.
I like sweet things,pink and purple AND YOU

Day 15 -Put your iPod on shuffle : First 10 songs that play.
-Jay Chou Sand
-SNSD Genie
-SNSD Oh
-Billionare
-After School Because of you
-SHINee Stand by me
-Far East Movment Like A G6
-SNSD Echo
-2NE1 I Don't Care
-Club Can't Handle Me
Day 16 –A letter to someone who you wanted to say something to.
Dear Crush,
I have always wanted to tell you that I really like you a lot.

Day 17 -Someone you want to switch lives with for one day and why.
You cos I wan to know wat you always do.

Day 18 -Plans/dreams/goals you have.
Dun have yet

Day 19 – What’s your current secret?
I told someone that I have totally forget you but actually I didn't.

Day 20 -Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future.
I dun wan to see me and you together in the future I wan to see it now.

Day 21 -A picture of something that makes you happy.
Your picture will make my day.

Day 22 -What makes you different from everyone else?
Every single little things.

Day 23 -Something you crave for a lot.
Your love

Day 24 -A letter to your parents.
Thank you for taking care of me.

Day 25 -What I would find in your bag.
Sweet storybook and pencilbox ??

Day 26 -What you think about your friends.
They are really friendly and hope them can stay.

Day 27 -Why are you doing this 30day challenge?
Just for fun

Day 28 -What you wanted now.
You to be happy

Day 29 -In this month, what have you learned?
One month not over yet

Day 30 -Who are you?
Me myself and I

Letter to best friend

2011-06-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Wat best friend means to you? I dun believe there is best friend forever, as friend come and go. I know not all but some that I met are like that. As not all you can call best friend but I really hope that those who are at my side now can really stay. And I really hate being betrayed. Once you betrayed me pls dun think that our friendship will be like have we use to be. After so many times I have alrdy wake up, the only person will be by your side forever is your family and not your friends.

Day09

2011-06-07T16:49:00.000+08:00

Day09 -Something you’re proud of in the past

I really dun have any thing to be proud of sia wat a sad life I have

Day 08

2011-06-05T09:02:00.000+08:00

Just wake up sian sia everyday raining. Yesterday went to bugis to watch kunfu panda. The way I sit was damn epic and cui. Was siting at the back and I not so tall so end up siting on one thing that was for baby to sit. I sit until backside pain and my head was like one head above the chair, suey sia that guy who sit behind me pity him. I think I going to be maple freak liao la, everyday play 7-8 hours somemore my hand put on keybroad than will jitao finger put on zxcv and arrow. If this carry on sure become freak de. First week of holiday going to end le and I have not started on my hw.

Day08-Short term goals for this month and why

-I wan to shoot better cos interschool is coming.

Day07

2011-06-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

I'm back!! My last post was posted on last month damn long no blog le. I start to miss school le, all my friends and things but not CCA. When I know that holiday got CCA I jitao sian. Dunno why always like that de got school want faster holiday but no school than wan go school. School take up a lot of my time and in school I wouldn't always think of you. Today didn't go CCA cos went wake up stomach so no go. Yesterday had training, wj , ct and me go join the sec one shoot 18m. My score damn cui and coach Whitney still intro us to the sec one, they all was like laughing and we all damn ps. After shooting we all go fletch arrow but the sec one using the jet. They fletch one arrow 3-5 mins some more they any more do. So we decide to help them fletch. CoachW told us dun always help them and must let them learn. Fletch half way, wj and ct were at there di siao me keep saying what mushroom and mr quek. Some more still wan me choose fuck sia they all always any how say. Keep spread rumors. Holiday damn lot hw and all the time is spend on CCA. Will stop here and see when got time to blog again nowadays too lazy le. Bye bye.

Day07 -A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.

Your picture have the biggest impact. Regret sawing you and went to find what's your name. After finding your name and go facebook search for you. And now my heart damn pain. I use to be happygirl but now I'm not that happy any more.

Day06

2011-05-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm back to blogging, fucking long never post liao. Exam over le happy max, some more tmr no school dun need jealous haha. Feel that my exam marks will be damn bad. Some more nowadays dunno what happen to my la. A few weeks ago was like everyday happy go lucky feel, now damn emo de. Worst is that week dunno why I started to like going out and shop but recently dunno why keep no feel in going out. Hais seriously dunno what happen to me and now I damn easy fierce people de. Like you do anything let me not happy I will jitao fierce you. If this continue, I think bang wall die better. Okay will stop saying unhappy things and the happy thing is that holiday coming soon. Wouldn't talk about what happen last few days cos all damn bo liao de. Really going to forget you now and its not try my best, its now I will forget you no natter how.

Day06 -Favourite super hero and why.

I like batman cos dun you think his gadget all damn cool. Actually like alot of others but I choose you, batman.

Day05

2011-05-10T10:53:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for about a week if not wrong. Recently, I'm busy with exam. Today had geo paper damn hard you know, only know how do a few the rest any how write rubbish. Finish the whole paper in 30mins+ sure fail. Tmr have maths paper, pls pls pls dun be so hard can? Maths can you pls solve your problem urself ? Thank you very the much. Good luck everyone who are having exam. Okay will stop here if I have extra time than I will update. Cya must miss me hor.

Day05 -A picture of somewhere you been to.

This is Taipei 101, its has 101 stories. There damn nice de.

School so boring

2011-05-06T12:09:00.000+08:00

In class now,its science lesson damn boring dun even know wat you talking. A few mins than after school. Monday no school happy max, 20 more days than holiday. Cann't wait for it. Just now english lesson caught 11.11 and mr huang is going back le sad sia. Okay la will stop reach home than continue blog bye all.

Day04

2011-04-30T12:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had english paper, was like sibei hard. Damn you english, b4 exam alrdy ask you to be good to me than you end up treating me like this. You good lor, fucker. For the rest of the paper please please be good to me, especially maths,science and geography. Dun be like the damn english like that treat me.

Day04 -A habit you wish you didn’t have.

How I wish I'm not so lazy.

Day03

2011-04-28T14:54:00.001+08:00

Today had chinese paper 1&2. Paper 2 was hard tmr English paper jia you everyone.

Day03 -What you are missing now.
I'm missing YOU alot alot now.

Day02

2011-04-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

Will post three days together, monday school as usual. Maths lesson we were suppose to put our phone on the table cos everyone was like saying we use phone in class but cher only catch boys no catch girls. Than Amirul who was sitting in font of me turn around and on my phone. He dunno that my phone have password than he start to press number randomly and was disable for one min the first time after pressing wrong the number of like 4 to 5 times. Than nvm la one min nia, after one min he press one time wrong than disable for 5 mins. I was asking him to stop. After 5 mins, I press wrong one number than the phone disable until 15 mins damn fuck up sia. After 15mins he press again than this time disable for 1 hour hor. Means after school than I can use phone fuck sia cos second last lesson period.

See I thought 3 times wrong not 1 hour is 30 min but when I see its 1 hour I damn piss sia. Yesterday nothing much happen. Today, after school pei Regina walk to the mac there. Tmr mye start le, chinese is the first paper. Wish everyone good luck and pass with flying colour jy.

Day02 -The meaning behind your FB display picture.

The picture meaning to me is that love is like playing poker. Love is like gambling there's no guarantee in wining or losing.

Day01

2011-04-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

3 facts about me.

-I'm damn blur

-Like to talk when others also talking.

-Like sleep when I'm free.

A trip to science center

2011-04-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Wake up at 8.30+ today than prepare myself than aunt come and fetch me than when to science center. Reach there about 9+ and the car park was like almost wan full than was like thinking why so many people so early sia. Than walk to the entrance than know that got event by those big company and the ticket booth not open yet. So when to buy the imax movie ticket. Than whan in to the science center and is like the whole place is ours cos not a lot of people. First stop was the eco garden than the next one is something like the moment or light thingy one dun remember the name for the place le. Than 12 o'clock walk to the theater there to watch the first movie. The name is sea rex about dinosaurs one.

This is one of the dinosaur inside.

Picture of the ticket.

Its a 40min show and all is talk about dinosaur all the earth changing from that time till now. The show not bad la but some parts I dun really understand and there's one thing that make me so pekchek. There's one xiao mei mei sitting beside me and for the whole 40 min straight she was shaking and talking. When she shake = the whole row shake damn piss off . Wanted to ask her stop shaking but I scared late she say I very wat and cry, some more she dun even listen to her mother you think she will listen to me meh? After the show finish went to food court to eat as the mac there damn crowed. After finish eating go walk walk awhile than go back to the theater to catch the second show, hubble at 2.

Picture of the hubble.

Picture of the ticket.

This show is about the space and astronauts and how the astronauts repair the hubble one last time in the space for 9 days cos they dun wan to give up the hubble. It launch 10 to 20 years ago and the hubble is something like camera but capture the image is in damn clear detail and show the galaxies where is a few or more million miles away from earth. And the main purpose is to find if there is any place which human can live. I like the hubble more cos I understand the whole show not like the sea rex dun even understand half of the show. So after the show when to the sound there and play awhile than walk walk see some students doing cip so went there see. Their cip is like teach people how do hand craft the one I went to is teach you how do the maple leaf de. I do until sibei pekchek, see that guy do so easy some more the steps more easy. But at less I manage to do it nicely and correct. Than walk walk awhile before going home.

Back to blogging agian

2011-04-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

3 to 4 days no blog le. Yesterday had archery and its raining too so no shoot la. Go to F&N hub coach George no come only coach Whitney come and ask those sec ones to set up their bow than teach them how to do knotting point so hy and me go learn as I oso want do the knotting point for me new string. So set up my bow oso. There's 2 method one is the nice want and the other one is the not so nice de la but the nice one damn ma fan a lot of steps and the not so nice one is the most most most easy de. Of cos at first I try the nice one but I do until pekchek so do the not so nice de. After I finish, help one girl do the knotting point oso do until pekchek do 2 time than can cos at first the string keep coming out than okay for the second time. Today school as normal, after school stay back for the geography test. One more week from now will the first exam of mid year fast sia. Brought sticky from xy on monday if not wrong.

This is on Monday.

Now? Scroll down to see if you wan :p

Reaching soon

Here's how much I left just 4 days. Going to have tooth decay soon.

2011-04-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 4 or 5+ cos think that today is Monday, fuck sia me normally got school dun feel like wake up than no school wake so early. Caught 11.11 yesterday.

11.11 Wish that you can be happy.

Had mac breakfast nice lor so long never eat the breakfast alrdy. But the afternoon de not that nice think cos always eat so dun feel that nice.Tmr school start le sian, 11 more days to MYE. So fast MYE never see holidays so fast reach de lor. Not fair de. Okay will end my post here bye bye.

2011-04-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday didn't post cos hand pain so going to post about yesterday and bit of today. Yesterday school as per normal only two word to descried BO LIAO. Feel so tried of school but will try to let my days in school more interesting. After school got archery so stay back ,finish eat le hy and me go to 4or5 floor there to see people play basketball. Dunno how they can play under the hot sun some more they all is running to catch the ball. I stand under shade and walk to broad to collect arrow than walk back I alrdy cannot stand the heat le they power sia. So 2.30+ we all go to range and the place we stand to shoot was flooded so decide not to set up bow. Coach come and told us to move the target broad. As we move the broad two pieces of small wood go into my thumb sibei pain you know. Wanted to take out myself but my hand keep shake so ask wj help and she ask me to push the thing out. Than we walk to the broad there than the nickolas say wan help but I dun wan so he pull me hand than I pull the other side. Pain lor than everyone crowd around me he pull than my hand pain but end up the wood come out le. When the wood inside my hand not so pain but after that my hand sibei pain went the wood is out. Whan to 3F classroom than hy and me pei xy go F&N hub to find her friend. Want to go find wj and ct that time I saw a plastic bottle on the floor so I pick up and throw into the dustbin. When want go down that time see those basketball team de like finding the bottle. So never care them we all go to canteen to wait for the rain to de become smaller. Smaller alrdy wj and me pei ct to mac de bus stop cos ct stay near there. So when home after that.

Close-up of the my hand after the wood being taken out.

Today wake up at about 12+ than copy notes until 3+.Just reach home after watch RIO with mum. Nice only lor its about a parrot if I not wrong la who dunno how fly but after the power of love he know how to fly. Cos the other bird he like is going to fall from the plane so he like jump down than move can fly le so the power of true love is damn powerful.

Sorry ar I know this post machiam long you dun have to read all, if you dun wan too.

Day 4

2011-04-11T16:52:00.001+08:00

Today had 2.4 and my time is 18.55 but I got cut a lot corner la. After everyone finish Mr Lee ask who got cut corner and at first I dun wan own up de but bo bin a lot ppl see me and my friend cut corner. Some more we are the first one to own up de hor and we need to run again next time. During chinese lesson got big thing happen. After school got the algebra lesson some more today got test sibei hard lor only know how to do the box method de. Heng I reach home fast if not I wet wet le,the rain damn big sia. Nothing much happen today lor will end here bye bye.

But its all over.

But there is also a limit.

I just can't smile from the bottom of my heart after I met you.

The fall that I take is so hard

The fact went I say that I'm hungry have the same meaning as I'm missing you right now.

Seriously when I know this I feel so fuck up.

How if I have no dream?

It happen so many times say will forget but in the end still loving you

No matter what language its in, its still have the same meaning I love you.

Its always the memories than hurts.

放弃你

2011-04-10T20:52:00.000+08:00

Found this at wj's face-book note and its look like fun so I wan try. I know I post a lot today cos I machiam bo liao now. Try this too.

1. put your itunes, windows media player, etc. on shuffle.2. for each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.5. have fun!

1. If Someone Says Are You Ok What Do You Say ? Stand By Me

2. How Would You Describe Yourself ? Nothing On You

3. Have You Found Your Life Long Love ? Rocketeer

4. How Do You Feel Today ? 苦茶

5. What Is Your Life’s Purpose ? 不够成熟

6. What’s Your Motto ? Baby

7. What Do Your Friends Thinks Of You ? One Step At A Time

8. What Do Your Parents Thinks Of You? Genie

9. What Do You Think About Very Often ? I'm Sorry

10. What Do You Think Of Your Best Friends ? 我有我的 YOUNG

11. What Is Your Life Story ? Low

12. What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up ? 伯樂

13. What Will They Play At Your Funeral ? Crush

14. What Is Your Hobby/Interest ? Replay

15. Whats Your Biggest Fear ? Heartbreaker

16. What Is Your Biggest Secret ? Run Devil Run

17. What Do You Want Right Now ? Soom

18. What Do You Think Of Your Friends ? Tears

19. What Will You Post This As ? 放弃你

20. What Do You Think About Your Love Interest ? Love Game

I know all the answer dun make scene but its what I get, funny sia.

2011-04-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

Bored so I'm doing this quiz now.

1. Smoked. [ ]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x]
6. Had got kinky. [ ]
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [ ]
9. Bought porn. [ ]
10. Done drugs. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else’s prescription medicine. [x]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. [x]
7. Cut yourself. [x]
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [ ]
10. Seen someone die. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

1. Missed curfew. [ ]
2. Stayed out all night. [ ]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]
4. Been to a therapist. [ ]
5. Snuck out of the house. [ ]
6. Dyed your hair. [ ]
7. Received a ticket. [ ]
8. Been in an accident. [x]
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

1. Been to a wild party. [ ]
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [ ]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [ ]
5. Sniffed anything. [ ]
6. Wore black nail polish. [ ]
7. Wore arm bands. [ ]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [ ]
9. Listened to rap. [x]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR:16

1. Dressed Gothic. [ ]
2. Dressed prep.[ ]
3. Dressed punk. [ ]
4. Dressed grunge. [ ]
5. Stole something. [ ]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [ ]
7. Blacked out. [ ]
8. Fainted. [ ]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

1. Snuck into someone else’s room. [ ]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [ ]
4. Dry-humped someone. [ ]
5. Been called a slut. [ ]
6. Called someone a slut. [ ]
7. Installed speakers in your car.[ ]
8. Broken a mirror. [ ]
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house. [ ]
10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [ ]
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [ ]
3. Cruised the mall. [ ]
4. Skipped school. [ ]
5. Had surgery. [ ]
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. [ ]
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. [ ]
9. Caught something on fire. [ ]
10. Lied about your age. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

1. Owned/rented an apartment. [ ]
2. Broke the law in the police’s presence. [ ]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [ ]
4. Got in trouble with the police. [ ]
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [ ]
7. Kissed a stranger. [ ]
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. [ ]
9. Been harassed. [ ]
10. Been verbally harassed. [ ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [ ]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [ ]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [ ]
6. Been called a bad influence. [ ]
7. Drink and drive. [ ]
8. Prank-called someone. [ ]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [ ]
10. Cheated on a test. [x]

TOTAL SO FAR: 23

-If You Have Less Then 10..write [I’m a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10..write [I’m still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I’m average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I’m a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I’m a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I’m a horrible person.]

I'm a average kid haha try this quiz too and see what you get.

2011-04-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

Wake up at 10 and when to teck whye market to help dad buy printer de ink. I was walking around for 1 hour+ and there only left coloured de than when to lot one see got a not. Dad call and say just buy one set (one coloured de and one black ink) so I went back to teck whye to buy the coloured than bus to lot one again to buy the black one. Spent 4 hours+ go to lot one>teck whye>lot one>teck whye>go home damn sian sia. Some more before I go teck whye I wait for 975 for about an hour cos the bus just go than I wait kumpua long so decide to take 300 to interchange than change bus. When the 300 bus come 975 bus oso come but 975 is fully pack lor like heng sia no wait if not sure cannot get up the bus de. Reach home at 2.30+ than go fb awhile the weihern ask me if I wan play bs with him. He bully de sia I only kill me like 10 times than he kill me 30-40 times lor. He machiam zai lor. Haven finish homework yet sian la Monday still need stay back for the stupid algebra lesson that one sibei bo liao de lor. Can sleep one lor but I last wekk pon le,now still thinking tml wan pon a not. Okay will end here bye bye.

But I will never forget what you have done to me even if I forgive.

Bitch dun bad mouth me back me back.

Don't stop me from loving you too.

Scare that if you know I love you and you dun even give a damn to me.

Its so hard to choose.

I wish you oso wanted me to know.

No matter how hard I try, I can't find a way.

Anyone willing to teach me how to let go?

I once lied that you dun exist but its all a lie.

Will love you forever.

Over trusting will somehow become betrayed.

I know there's someone in your heart alrdy.

Weird dream

2011-04-09T12:56:00.002+08:00

Wake up quite early today,now I'm blogging cos of wat I have dream about just now. I actually dream about archery you know first time leh. But that dream feel so untrue cos I hit 250 and after that I wake up le. It untrue cos I couldn't even hit 200 how can 250 but I should believe that I can do it! Which is this year the theme haha. Log-in to facebook and see wj statue and I'm the first to comment and I can dare her to do wan thing so I dare her to hit 290 and she say her score only 239 than I change to 250. She sure can hit the la and next week we going to try compound bow again. Will stop here as I dunno wat to say le but will blog again later ba.Now is day 2 that I decide to forget u.

Chio right this bow.

Friendship

2011-04-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

Will friends be by your side went you need them? Some yes and some no. When ever you are I trouble you will sure know who's ur real friends and who's not. I'm been through it before, most of ur friends are like staying in hotel they just check in and out whenever they wan. Meaning friends come and go,hello and bye bye they're gone. So when you found ur true friend cherish them and dun let them leave you if not you will sure regret forever for letting them come and go. A lot of ppl say that you wouldn't know wat's ur until its gone some how it make sense to me la. That's why I change myself so that I will not be use by my so call friends anymore. I miss those time when we're in primary school so close friend and we talk about everything but now we are like stranger went ever we talk I feel so awkward but I didn't regret not friend-ing you. Feel that I'm so childish for say things like I dun wan friend you le this kind of things. But its fact okay how you treat me and how I treat you are totally so different. Whenever you over trusted that person you will some how always be the one kana betrayed or they will bad mouth you behind ur back. Today is Intentional Friendship Day so I say some things about it la. You have the right to say that wat I said is wrong cos everyone have different thinking.

When than I will meet someone who are really me true friend?

Day 1- Say will REALLY forget u

2011-04-08T21:23:00.001+08:00

Today school as per normal and had to see TTH face for two period damn sian de lor his lesson cos all very dry. After school, do the art project was like machiam bo liao de sit there dunno wan do wat. Had archery after that, Xin Yan dunno why shoot until hand than she go home. Found the arrow that I lost last wednesday and today actually lost two arrows de but Alvin help me found one so now still lost one. Thank you Alvin haha. Sian sia every time got archery I sure will lost arrow de :( Today finish early than ct,wj and me go try the compound bow was like kumpua easy pull de lor compare to ours bow and wj lost one arrow too. So we help her find until 6+ than go home. And the Nicholas friend use his phone to prank call me say that they found his phone ask me go lot one help him take back. Than at first I really believe but after few mins Nicolas message me say is his friend call de not him than I was like -.- you all nothing to do is it, they all damn bo liao de lor. Sorry ar some time a few days no update cos my everyday life will some how be the same lor. Go school study than go home than do my thing so everyday almost post the same things but if got funny funny de things than I will post or went I free la. My life is so so so boring. Getting so tried of school now, I sibei feel like quitting school now and sure cannot de parent wouldn't allow de. Okay I think from now on I should start to like school so I wouldn't think that school is boring or wat. Will end my post here bye bye.

I know that you didn't plan to catch me but I will still love you

tried max

2011-04-06T18:40:00.001+08:00

Today lesson as per normal, class damn quiet today cos Jeromy and Koksoon nvr come. Jeromy is usually the joker of the class and with him in the class it will be noisy but fun la. Jeromy is so so so funny de and annoying too haha. Had CAD exam today and its 50% for the SA1. The paper was okay la, did 4 question out of 5, think will pass de right. Archery again shoot 1 round only today cos got lightning alert than have to stop so come home early but only 20 mins like that. Loss one arrow and can't find so now I'm waiting for kind soul to find it and return to me.

Love Hurts

2011-04-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

Okay now I will blog more about myself and wat I'm thinking of sometime. I really hate how the way you all treat me. I know I change a lot compare to primary school cos I dun wan to continue to be like how I used to be. I hate ppl with two-sided faces cos I dunno which side I should slap first. If you dun like me than tell me la act until like I will bite you like that. I haven seen the real me for a few long time le. If you dunno how the real me look likes let me tell you, I'm a person that dun like to smile and talk to ppl and I like to live in my own world short and sharp I like to be emo can. I know if there isn't trust between anything nothing can be done. I used to be so dumb and believe in wat ppl say but in the end wat did I get. Now I will not believe in anything or anyone so easily. I love you a lot but you dun even know that I like you. Wat should I do? tell you or give up and forget about you. I did wanted to tell you but I dun even know how to start. So now I decided to forget you but its so hard. When I'm not free, I dun really have the time to think about you but whenever I'm free, I keep thinking of you and every time this happen my love for you are deeper than before. I just can't stop thinking of you, I find that I'm so useless. My heart hurt so much from the day I started to like you till now. Every night before sleep I will always think about you, every time this happen my tears will just roll down my cheek. And I will end up crying myself to sleep because of you. I didn't blame you for anything but I blame myself. Why did I like you as I dun even know you and how can I just fall in love with you just seeing you a few time without any conversation. Okay I will not emoing and sorry for making the post so long you can choose to not read if you think its too long le.

I'm thinking of you day and night.

2011-04-04T15:56:00.000+08:00

Today school as normal. First lesson of the day is PE, did NAFA station in-climb pull up only manage to do 20 some less lor less than my normal score which is 30-40+ Than had English, three teacher come in hor and TTH is the shortest among the three damn funny lor. Did storyboard and took pics of the things that will be in our story. After recess it Chinese the class was damn noisy and Roy was kumpua angry and he toss the chair across the class. Maths was next and Miss Zhang had to keep stopping to scold ppl. The most boring lesson Geography teacher wan us to stay back for 30mins so she can finish and everyone was like wtf. Didn't go for algebra extra lesson as I'm not feeling well.

Hope to you can be happy and stop emoing.

Fun day

2011-04-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 9+. When to lot one de opposite there got the carnival if not wrong. With my ah mah, cousin and sister. And its damn hot some more a lot ppl . But fun la. There got 3-4 game booth and all very long q. So I q for one than it takes about 5-10 mins to play long sia. After play than go walk walk. Than everything finish le when to lot one food court to have lunch. Had chicken rice and ice jelly. When to roof garden for a while machiam a lot ppl oso. After that went home and now here I am posting about today haha. Sian tml got PE some more after school still in stay back until 3.30 for the algebra lesson. I dunno sia which idiot go invent algebra lor only make our life more hard.

I cannot stop myself from thinking of you.

My heart hurts a lot

11.11

2011-04-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

This suppose to be yesterday's post but its too late le so no post. Okay yesterday went to lot one with mum to have dinner. Ate Korea food after that went to MOF to have ice-cream not bad la, but the service kumpua bad. After dinner walked around lot one of a while before going home. When home and catch the time and its 11.11 but I wait for it before sleeping.

11.11 wish that I can see you again.

As you can see the photo taken from my phone, cute right the lock screen. So went to sleep at around 1+. Will end my post here and will post about today later. bye bye.

April fool day haha

2011-04-01T20:31:00.001+08:00

Hi back to posting again, so long never post alrdy. One week never post le, okay will talk more about today only as I have forgotten what happen a few days back. Everyone know that its April fool today, early in the morning I alrdy kana scared and fool. When to class and dunno who was pulling the door and dun lets me go in. But dunno who say dun pull alrdy than I go in someone was screaming and dunno who wear the mask and scared me lor. You know morning hor I still like wan sleep like that after kana scared I jitao wake up. And Shahrul come to my seat and say wan show me magic trick. He ask me to choose one card and write my name on it so he give my one marker some more he ask me to push hard so I do as he said. Than the marker got like eletic thing and my hand was like numb lor. Science lesson they all go trick miss tang with the cube and she also fell for the trick. Archery today was very sunny and wj found my arrow which I lost for about two weeks if not wrong. Thank you wj. Luck lor last time also like that haha think I machiam heng. Okay will end my post here bye-bye

I did three things today; miss you, miss you and miss you.

2011-03-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

So fast its day 5 that I deiced to totally forget you. I miss you so much. How can I continue to forget you went I started to miss you 5 days after I wanted to forget you. I said that I have forget about you to everyone who know about it. But you are some how still staying deep inside my heart, its so hard to forget about you. I lied to myself that I have forgotten him forever but went I'm alone, I started to think about you and from that

moment my love for you grow more and more. I tried to keep myself as busy as possible but it doesn't help.

Couldn't say it totally doesn't but it dun stay long. No matter how sad I am, I will still put a fake smile, dun wan others to worried. Putting a fake is really tried and I dun wan to continue. I wan to smile from deep inside my heart and not fake smile. I know if I couldn't forget you its not going to happen. No one in this world will ever find the real me, as I have not seen the real me for a very long time. I'm not as strong as you through. I may look strong on the outside but I'm weaker than you through inside me. My heart is so pain now a days dunno why. Is it you, the one who make my thinking of every time? Made my heart so pain till I'm going to die but I know this pain wouldn't make me die. I wan to stay happy and put you behind and carry on with my life

2011-03-24T15:43:00.000+08:00

Today dun have PE cos teacher no come song lor dun need run. Lesson as per normal and nothing much happen. And tml got archery sian need shoot 2 rounds but I die die oso dun wan shoot so going to fletch my arrows for a very very long time. Maybe 1 arrow fletch 3-5 mins haha. Actually I kind of like archery but need to stand very long some more late time only shot 1 round, now need shoot 2 round. Stand until my pain, stand for 4-5 hours and hand oso pain.

Mood spoiled by dogs _!_

2011-03-23T20:02:00.003+08:00

Today all the lesson was damn sian wan lor, copy copy copy, copy until hand pain. Than after school got archery, need shoot 2 round you know,2 round got 24 ends, 1 end shoot 3 arrows total today shoot 72 arrows. Now my leg super doper pain lor, some more just now still walk home. At range those youth flying club the people damn kp, coach ask tham to move they dun wan still dun know say what lj. Than OM come say who open the gate connecting the school and range de, after that they kenna scold by OM I think. Than they all need to walk across our range than nvm but we shooting half way dunno got 3 dogs wan walk pass than like they wan die is it? If wan tell me la, I help u, stand in front of the broad and let me shoot la. Dun need say thank you to me la if u die le. Than after that they like give us a long faces see. If they wan use that place than clean up after that and hire people to cut the grass there la, the grass there is coach they all hire people to cut wan. So we can find our arrow easier. They like damn kp lor spoil all the people who are in archery de mood lor. They act until like they very big like that. Fuck they all la spoil my mood some more my mood not very good alrdy. Tml still got PE dunno how run sia leg machiam pain lor dun feel like have PE.

Tried max

2011-03-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

Today first lesson is PE tried max lor ran 2.4 sian lor run like only for 3 to 4 rounds and the rest I walk haha and the time I take is 19.02mins hor. Not bad la at less got pass right. Damn happy TTH nvr come or wat la but still happy dun need to listen to him. After school still got wat algebra lesson machiam sian u know, was like going to sleep. Feel that my life machiam bo liao lor, one day got 24 hours, 7 or 8 hours use for study, spent 9 to 10 hours sleeping so left 3 hours to eat, play,do homework and one day is gone.

tml sch start le

2011-03-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

Sian tml need go school le sure cannot wake up de. Sure very sleepy one dun feel like going to school tml, how? I wan longer holidays but without homework pls. Rotting at home today did all the homework alrdy but left one more chinese compo. School suck where there is a lot of homework but school oso rock where all my friends are there.

Love u forever

2011-03-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for a damn long time. Finish most of the holiday homework , still left two more to go. Dun really understand what's the point of having holiday when there is homework. More homework + extra lesson + CCA training + less time for own things = Holiday ? Than like that might as well dun have holiday lor. Sian school going to open soon dun really have the mood the go to school. But I am looking forward for the June holiday, only need to go to school for like only one or less week. Like that I can sleep until I song but sure machiam a lot of holiday homework de :( Spent most of my time at home rotting , Tuesday went to Jurong Point with mum and had lunch at Ichiban sushi restaurant the food was nice. And brought a pair of shoe and shorts ,reached home at around 11++ . Okay I will stop my post here cya :)

I will give up my happiness, just to see you smile.

2011-03-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

Sian yesterday no shoot :( walao why the god yesterday want cry saddieme. So go F&N hub and the sec one join us to. Today everything was as per normal until CME lesson the who who dunno siao or what la. Begin of the day was fine like usual kena bully say me and him this and that than CME lesson that time we only say "blink blink" a few time than he( the fucker sitting in front me this he is different from the him I mention just now) started throwing my things. He call himself a man please la u can say me and I cannot say u what kind of rules is that. When he say me this and that I didn't even say anything but I only say "blink blink" than u need to throw me thing is it. Machiam kp lor u, u watch out next time u say me I graduate u I sure treat u the same way u treat me. If u not happy with me than say la some more I dun even know what "blink blink" means fuck him lor. Actually my mood was very good but he piss me off.

You had to be willing to fight in order for a love story to last a life time

2011-03-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

Would you believe if i tell you that,your the greatest thing that ever happen to me in this lifetime.....
Would you believe if i tell you that,i'm willing to risk everything for you..
Would you believe if i said that,my heart belongs to you now...
Would you believe if i tell you that,my love for you is as strong as the volcano bursting into flame,as strong as the tsunami clashes...
Would you believe if i said,i'm willing to be with you till old age...
Lastly do you believe,i'll willing to accompany you whenever or wherever you are...
All this come from the bottom of my heart...

Everytime i see your smile, my heart beat faster.

2011-02-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

Had one last exam on Monday, its science. Friday had two paper, maths and geography. Math was the first, for me the paper was okay and lucky I can finish on time. But geography was so hard that I finish the whole paper about 20mins the answers sure wrong and its a 55mins paper. After complete I put my head down on the table till I fell asleep, geo sure fail de :( What should I do? give up or wait for the day that u like me to come? But even I say i wan give up u will still be in my heart and i really cannot forget about u. I hope that the day will come fast so my heart wouldn't hurt so much. But tat girl u like is so chio i think u would choose her and not me. I am so confuse now having conflict in giving up or keep wait :( </3

Every time you look at me and see me smiling, just know that I am thinking of you!

2011-02-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

Today had D&T exam, the paper was like damn damn hard de lor and when I saw the first paper I feel like crying le. And the rest oso dun need see sure know it hard le but I thinks is bcuz I didn't revise as nobody even tell me lor.Sure fail de. Oso had English paper but English was like kind of easy but still think will fail. Tml will be having Chinese paper. Today at school kena bully and I think can say is today only everyone single day w/o fail I sure kena bully de. Sian he like somebody le and I really like him a lot. Yesterday I just say to forget him than now his still in my mind, I seriously cannot forget him as I had a crush on him when sec1. Wat should I do forget or wait???

Loving you just come naturally

2011-02-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

Today did not go archery as I dun feel like going. Was at home the whole day and watch show. As for this whole week I dun really have the mood to study and the most important thing is that common test is coming in about 2 weeks time. And at this time of the month, I really have the thinking of quitting school but I know that my parents wouldn't allow de and its just fed and there are 8 to 9 month more of school. Sian I think I should brush up on all my subject as I'm go bad to worst as result actually not very good le. Okay lets not talk about school le . This whole year didn't really see him so often as compare to last year, I really really miss him a lot but I dun really know if he like me a not.

Sometime loneliness gets the best of me. I just need you next to me.

2011-02-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

Today run 2.4 i really cmi sia 18mins than finish and after that feel like dieing.Had two hours of geography lesson after math and english I was like half sleep half awake.Today was a tired day for me ;sigh.

You woudn't know what's yours untill you have lost it

2011-02-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

Sian nothing to do and i dun feel like doing homework. My schoolbag still wet wet de tml school going open le. Now than i know that the things I usually bring to school is so less than it can all fit into a small recycle bag haha less things right. Cuz all my things i need for lesson is under my school desk. I think that my studied is going from bad to worst a lot of things cher teach i dun really understood even cher repeat many times ;sigh think going to fail common test le. Okay I will end my post here cya :)

2011-02-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

Had finish watching gloomy salad days today and I'm watching love buffet now.If you know any nice show can tell me? I did not play audition so recently now a days, my skill drop a lot as my normal skill is very bad le now drop so much become damn noob le ;sob.Still got homework haven't do yet two more days school wan open le.When there is no school I miss school so much and when there is school I wan faster weekend ;sigh oso dunno why I got this kind of feeling.

damn unlucky

2011-02-12T11:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday damn unlucky, first started to rain than cannot shoot and i just brought the new limbs all wet wet de. Secondly, have to walk in the rain than reach lot one wei juan and i go buy hot drinks. And wei juan press wrong button actually she wan milk tea de.Thirdly, we go buy one more cup than i accompany her to buy sweet and my hot chocolate spill on my shirt, bow bag and my bag.Than she accompany me to toilet wash and change shirt.Than i walk home cuz dunno later at bus will happen anything which is unlucky.When i reach home that time i wash the my things again. Hais think that every time went there is archery it will be my unlucky day.

2011-02-07T16:18:00.000+08:00

wouldn't be blogging so often and i feel that no one is reading my blog should i just close down or continue blogging. ask me anything here I will answer all the questions. http://formspring.me/myloveisforu okay i will write till here baibai